|| far

down deep is where I live

far away is where I wander

running through the thicker trees

swimming in darker waters

trying not to crush my hopes
grasping for my little dreams
I've got to find my path again
that River that I've lost, its seems


I'm climbing still, I cannot stop
pushing onward is my lot
I'm distracted left, I'm heading right
sleeping inside my blind spot||

i look backwards and cringe
I look forwards and tremble
You say you want me real
my way is to dissemble

You tell me you have seen the sun
I'm searching for that feeling now
That warmth, that shine, I cannot find

i squint to see that light
It seems so far away
You call me out into the open
Here inside I want to stay

You tell me to follow you out
You know I don't know how
I can not change my ways
You know that is my vow

I dont feel free, I'm far away, you see.
I know you but the fires dim
You know I keep my chances slim

I feel you here, nearer than fear
I need you but my soul is fading
I need that hope to be invading||

i try to hide, I'm too weak to fight
can you carry me into the light?

showing me a brand new day
You don't want me so far away

||I'll let you refine me
I promise I will
I'll let you in
I promise I'll let you in